今天早上通勤时我看到一个不好的消息。刚刚洗澡,现在码字,想起来之前莫名其妙在五点多醒了,想继续睡却又哪边想停顿下,于是就翻身刷了下新闻,算是惊醒了,然后带着新闻回笼觉去了。
就这样吧,我以为的和我实际拥有的,还差得远呢。每个人都不容易,我愈发体会到类似的想法。小孩时候相比现在,再怎么说也是自私的,某些方面自然也就铁石心肠一些,后来考虑得多了,有了各种念想和要求,就患得患失起来,现在真假消息以光速流通,不被影响是很难的。更何况有过交集的人,走着走着就掉队了,让人有一些莫名情绪混杂的感觉。
限于开放性,不记了。年前新增文档记录,发现距离上次记录半年有余。想法越来越零碎和重复,懒了,放纵了。
There is only one heroism in the world: to see the world as it is, and to love it. Romain Rolland
Which road would I take? After work I step into the dark, light blur above my head. I didn’t really think about the time, nor the gifts as being mankind. One say that will like flashing a movie, if you have time. Nobody knows. Constants and variables, choices and chances, sense and sensibility, attract flesh man to walk and memorize. Horizon, shine or temporary blank. I don’t know how close I can get, with help of the greatest and pioneer. Because they would ask when I blindly finding the road: what are you looking for, young man? We can’t point you right as you know nothing about the time.
@2020.03.11 235X-0058 The Rolling Stone – Wild Horse, Mogwai – Take Me Somewhere Nice, M83 – Outro, M83 -Wait(live & cover) .
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