今天早上通勤时我看到一个不好的消息。刚刚洗澡，现在码字，想起来之前莫名其妙在五点多醒了，想继续睡却又哪边想停顿下，于是就翻身刷了下新闻，算是惊醒了，然后带着新闻回笼觉去了。
就这样吧，我以为的和我实际拥有的，还差得远呢。每个人都不容易，我愈发体会到类似的想法。小孩时候相比现在，再怎么说也是自私的，某些方面自然也就铁石心肠一些，后来考虑得多了，有了各种念想和要求，就患得患失起来，现在真假消息以光速流通，不被影响是很难的。更何况有过交集的人，走着走着就掉队了，让人有一些莫名情绪混杂的感觉。
限于开放性，不记了。年前新增文档记录，发现距离上次记录半年有余。想法越来越零碎和重复，懒了，放纵了。
There is only one heroism in the world: to see the world as it is, and to love it. Romain Rolland
Which road would I take? After work I step into the dark, light blur above my head. I didn’t really think about the time, nor the gifts as being mankind. One say that will like flashing a movie, if you have time. Nobody knows. Constants and variables, choices and chances, sense and sensibility, attract flesh man to walk and memorize. Horizon, shine or temporary blank. I don’t know how close I can get, with help of the greatest and pioneer. Because they would ask when I blindly finding the road: what are you looking for, young man? We can’t point you right as you know nothing about the time.
@2020.03.11 235X-0058 The Rolling Stone – Wild Horse, Mogwai – Take Me Somewhere Nice, M83 – Outro, M83 -Wait(live & cover) .
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